6.16.2009

NEW BLOG.

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6.01.2009

Five dollars

For when one moment, you lose your sanity. Your heart paces fast and your lungs become overwhelmed. Where if you don't feed the fire, strike the match, the consenquences are worse than what would happen if you didn't. The knots in your stomach never leave, they're just engulfed in smoke.

5.31.2009

3x0

this is where i'm supposed to be. you can feel it in the sunshine. in the infinite scene that pauses time for a moment. where you're holding your breath and you don't realize it. when repetitive words seem routined, usual. when the shade is the heat and anything better would remind you of the beginning. when unusual faces, strangers, the unfamiliar, becomes the most familiar part of it all. when your moment becomes their trippin. when the best becomes the worst and i am the next best. when the world is in your fingertips and forever has never been closer to hold. when really it's not at all.

5.30.2009

Crutch

It's where the song takes you. It's how each word has so much meaning in one moment. It's how you feel invincible, infinite. It lets you create your own story, one that replaces the older ones. It's how it seems that for just a few hours, there's enough to go around. The song takes you to a home you were unaware you had. A home you don't ever, ever want to leave.

I think he knew that when it happened, it would be the end. Maybe that's why he did it. Secretly, I think it's why I did it too.

5.24.2009

is it the way the music hits you? is it the way your feelings are intensified? more good than bad? is it how things seem a little brighter? a little greener? is it how you can think so clearly? is it how your heart speaks so loudly? what keeps you returning? what always allows your feet to move but face ascend? what shows you to shine? whos faith is tied around your arm? around your finger?